when its come to personal matter,supposedly here is not the best path.YES!ITS NOT.
I've made the decision and i need to face it even it slowly put me into a BIG trouble.
its start with a happy moment, heaven smile and a feels like my whole world is so super fantastic.
but all the way to it, secretly it not easy.like putting everything in a dustbin and ready to be dumb at a stinky hole.LIFE getting more and more and more miserable.its so unsure feeling,really dumb ass and tired.but this is not easy to get rid of it.its not!!!done it several time actually but its result is nothing.
one time,feels like i dig my own grave and happily go inside it.LOSER!!!!!!!!!!
